I sat in my baby's room tonight bawling my eyes out.
Some of it is exhaustion.
Some of it just being me.
But most of it -- in utter disbelief that he is here.
I cried and prayed and waited for that baby.
FOR. YEARS!!
I never imagined he would come to us
in 48 hours
unannounced.
I still am blown away
at God's
plan,
provision,
and
purpose
in doing that to our family.
I said it to my friend the other night,
"It's almost as if God had to keep
CTC hidden from everyone's radar
until
just
the
right
moment.
It's almost as if he didn't want
ANYONE to know
CTC was coming.
Not even us.
Maybe so that we could trust Him more.
Maybe so the Devil and his evil plans
wouldn't mess it up."
I don't know.
But whatever it was.
It was the Lord.
100%.
More convinced now, than I was then.
